no japonese introduction today.
i feel bad.. but it's not something serious. i just feel.. like i'm not in the right place. i'd rather be with him.. in the midnight, just having him in my arms and maybe a G'n'R song. but i'm still alone, in my little room, loosin' my time on internet, waiting for the sleep to take me.
i'll start everything with ME. lemme tell you something about Hachi. she's not always the nice girl you talk to, she's not always able to help, she's not always smart, and mostly it's a real waste of space.
I know all the things Vlad is gonna say to me after he'll read this, but i don't mind. sometimes i realy deserve his bad words. Today i met HIM* again. I was surprise to see him after a long time, but he was there, and I was too. I went to my place, with some friends and listen him playin' his ins. in the best was I ever heard. His voice is still in my mind. But, it wasn't enough. He start talkin.. fast like always. I felt bad.. guilty..like i know i have to love Raknar, but HE was there, and my feelings for him are almost reborne. I have have have to gorgive him..
But it's not everything like a romance-drama.
I'm lucky I have friends who support me[ ALL THE TIME].
Honestly, I don't remeber the last time when I was tottaly happy, but I guess this is sado-psyhological, so I'll get over.
I feel chip today. And the best thing who describe my feelings is the song from URMA- buy me with a coffee.
I recomand it. it's a piece of art.
I'll write tomorow more.
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